attention, attention may i have all your eyes and ears at the front of the room for only, for only one second and hear what i have to say...let me know that ive done wrong when ive known this all along i go around a time or 2 just to waste my time with you. tell me all that you've thrown away, find out games you dont wanna play, you are the only one that needs to know...all this feels strange and untrue and i wont waste a minute without you. my bones ache, my skin feels cold and i am getting so tired and so old. the anger swells with my gut and i wont feel these slices and cuts. i want so much to open your eyes coz i need you to look into mine. tell me...all i ever needed was to eat popcorn with you, come on over watch the late shows, stay up talking until 2. today's the day you'll be leaving and tomorrow you'll be gone you're in my heart and on my mind, i will bring you along, eveything sucks when...on christmas morning outside was pouring, all was hopeless in this home. no one's speaking, no one's creeping to see if she is on the phone and you were quiet coz routine riot was all but practical to me and if we see it, why cant we beat it, can we...sleep with the lights on you're not so happy, you're not secure. you're dying to look cute in your blue jeans but you're plastic just like everyone, and that faceyou paint is pressed impressing most of us permanent and id like to see you...go to sleep now and dream of his close while the sky turns from blacker to red. when you wake in the morning he will be gone and...today im fine without you, runaway this time without you and all i ever thought you'd be that face is tearing holes in me again. trust you is...what the knife took abit to early for my own good, now lets not speak of it again. dont wait, dont wait, your road is now a sudden sea and suddenly...id give up forever to touch you coz i know that you feel me somehow. you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be and i dont want to go home right now. and all i can taste...is blood between my teeth as im finding the words you're getting away well im ready, im ready to drive, im ready, im ready so dont stop, im ready so dont stop keep pushing im ready to...fall i dont want to feel this small. you know i just cant handle this, handle this at all and i just fall, i let my heart beat drop, i falter as the music stops and you watch me as i stall and wonder...where i would impress you with every single word i said would come out insightful, or brave, or smooth, or charming and you'd wanna call me and i would be there everytime you need me, id be there everytime. but for now i'll look so longingly waiting for you to...do with what we please if it were up to me we'd have all the time in the world. just stay right where i can see you when you go away i get so low like temperature when they're at the coldest. when you go away...my hands are shaking cold, your hands are mine to hold. when are you gonna keep me strong? move along, move along like i know you do and even if your hope...dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption; widing in and widing out a shine of i has caught my eye and roped me in so mesmerising and so hypnotising, i am captivated, i am...going down in flames, i am falling into this again. im going down in flames, im falling into this, oh no. dont tell me...your lips give you away, i can hear it, a jet engine through the centre of the storm and im thinking id prefer not to get rescued. 2 to none, roads that lead away from this im following myself just this once and im...sorry everyday, i wont always love these slefish things i wont always live with my regret. it was my turn to decide i knew this was our time. no one else will have me like you do, no one else will have me; only you. dont give away the end; the one thing that stays mine.

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